Glasgow kiss,

“Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out, and a lie is always a lie, no matter how beautifully told. Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed back again, just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back.”

I hope you will find this someday. Search your fucking conscience, I really don't know how to face the both of you ever again

For the ignorant and outdated
Update your bookmarks! Stop asking me why my blogger isn't open for public view haha. Go go go >>>>>>>>>>>

This is my new home.

I've been so tired of battling with people... So sick of it. I just want to live peacefully and suffocate myself with schoolwork. I don't want any more disputes, please don't involve me in them. Leave me out of your political issues because they are not mine.

p.s best lesson I've had this year: "some people bites the hand that feeds... so fuck them."

Love is magic comfort food for the weak and uneducated!
-Conor Mead, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.

I can multi-task. Therefore yes it is perfectly normal to have love-hate relationships.

Lovely weather today. I hadn't realized that I sounded kind of grumpy or upset from my previous post until I saw the comments.
Yeesh. I can't reply, livejournal is a prat when accessed from my blackberry.
Say hi to hefty GPRS charges, but as usual I can't give a damn when I've got so many other thoughts swimming in my head.

I was fondling with the idea of hopping back since lj is much more convenient, but then again being sentimental about that handcrafted layout of mine on blogger... Nay.
I'm at plaza sing, having spent a fruitful day in solitary,+trotting+around+on+my+snow+white+wedges+which+secretly+gave+me+blisters.+How+horrid.+

I+feel+spaced+out+in+a+nice+way,+sparing+a+date+for+myself+and+the+blistering+heat.+
It's+pretty+cloudy+now,+though+the+afternoon+sun+was+good+enough+to+bake+turkeys.+
I+seem+to+be+picking+up+my+awful+daily+packet-of-cigarettes+habit+again+and+the+only+horrifying+thing+it+does+is+to+kill+my+account+balance.+

Jesus+fucking+Christ.+I+am+knackered.+
Had+about+20+minutes+of+sleep,+my+housing+agent+speaks+broken+English.+
I+was+being+mean+by+delibrately+not+speaking+in+Chinese.+Haha+it's+fun+to+be+mean+to+strangers.+Not+your+friends.+:)

I+am+rattling+on+and+on+about+mundane+details+of+my+drab+drab+life.+
I+just+sqished+two+ants.+Evil.+Snuffed+their+lives+out+with+my+cigarette+butt.+
I+missed+so+many+people,+I+kind+of+want+to+catch+up+but+I+don't+know+how+to+plan+meet+ups.+I+am+awful+at+organising+suddenly.+
So+give+me+a+ring+if+you+missed+me+as+much+as+I+missed+you!

P.S+Lost+some+of+your+numbers,+my+SIM+card+had+more+than+200+contacts+so+some+of+'em+got+lost+with+my+ancient+Sony+Ericsson.+

I+really+should+stop+rambling+but+the+keypad+is+so+comfy+it's+an+awfully+fun+time+to+type.+:>+heheh.+
Gonna+head+for+Sound+Series+I+later+with+Hillary...+Time+for+ketchupppp+;>

Bye+bye+have+a+nice+life!+(Quoted+from+ningster)

你要记得的基本是：他们需要你远大于你需要他们
A flute of champagne and a pack of cigarettes for you my heartbroken friends, remember this.

X.

People I need to meet. (Non-comprehensive list and not in order of priority/merit/importance)

• Judi (Hello bestfriend smile, love you)
• Ning-a-ling~ (Skype enough already or nottttt cb)
• Flora (Take more photos bb)
• Becky (Let's be sober this time plzzz)
• Sam G (Shopppppshopshop)
• Tang (Temasek Poly lorz)
• Louisa (RP kia)
• Su Ann (Mummy, got present for chu ^^)
• Cheryl (Butter together!)
• Carine (See you @ homeee)
• JT (Simei Starbucks again you want? HAHA)
• Ameliaaaa Ngiam (Cine how, hahaha)
• Shuwen (date hor)
• Hillary (Tampines 1 again, how, got Topshop leizz haha)
• Erica for my ASOS bag ^^

That's all I can think of in a span of 2 minutes... Going to find more Skins episodes to watch. Don't cry if you're not on the list because I am too hungry to think.

Good looks, money, popularity, fame, expensive bags and clothes, being attached, celebrity friends...

I have none of that, yet life is still peachy. :>

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xx
Eve/Imai

This is how I am envisioning my new year: 

Very tempting leh.
LO-FI's free flow/entry on Saturday @ HOME was gr8.
Thanks to Jensen I think I had like one jug of beer, Joy Ari Ning Jasmine dropped by to visit. (or free booze actually haha)
The next day I dragged myself out of bed for Roy's bbq, gambled (won/lost nothing, Ming lousy dealer la hahaha), swam, more beer, watch Matt exude his irresistible attractiveness to Rocky (who got so turned on that it kept humping him).

That was a good day though there was a small conflict and many empty hours in the night.
I am so stressed about so many things, I'm sorry baby girl I couldn't go for your bbq because I woke up at 8 I'll make it up to you ok :)
Financial difficulties are making it hard for me to do anything for anybody.
Well DJ Inquisitive's (Lay Yew's faveyyyy) mix is good man, I downloaded it off Lo-Fi's group on Facebook.

My eyes hurt and I'm still very stressed. (am moving out tomorrow) 
Ccb la I want to eat maggie mee I'm hungry okay bye (and I'm still wearing my glasses now and Jon's at Tampines with the Lay brothers I think kbye sibeh hungry tired cranky lethargic grumpy)

Christmas Day was not any better than Christmas Eve.
This is the worse Christmas I ever had. The companionship made up though.

Merry fuckin' Christmas everybody.
I had an uneventful Christmas Eve: spent most of my day at the Poesco's, had a very filling Eurasian dinner, then headed down to Butter Factory to meet Lay Yew. Carine. Cheryl. Lai Yung. Justin. Luke. with Jon, headed over to Zouk, mulled, walked back to Butter, supper @ Spize.
I hope Christmas day will be better than the Eve. Which sucked.
Ollie I'm sorry I couldn't meet you guys, I miss you clique. :s
And that slimy weasel [expectedly] couldn't bother to reply my text so wtf I'll just wait for the next party. Like a fool, again. Maybe karma bites like a bitch is still the best mindset to go.